Woke up at eleven, still feeling tired, but can't quite pinpoint where the fatigue is coming from.
Sitting in the computer room at noon, zoning out, suddenly remembered a moment from the dream last night, xixi was laid off, we had dinner and talked about the future. Thinking about this, I understood that the stress during my sleep at night is always high, no wonder I feel so tired without doing much.
Another important reason is the lack of exercise, physical fatigue directly affects one's energy. When the weather warms up, I should start exercising again.
In terms of intimate relationships, I seem to have become obsessed, need to distinguish between means and goals. My goal is to please myself, as she said, to have the ability to feel happy, and not to fall into paranoia and fantasies.
Regarding the graduation project, proceed step by step, must persist every day, it's like rowing against the current, if you don't advance, you retreat. No matter how difficult or tough, daily goals must be achieved.
As for myself, as a typical E-type person, I still tend to express myself, hoping to receive positive feedback from others in the process of exploring the world to satisfy myself.
Today I watched a new video by Xiao Su, it's the summary of 23 years, inexplicably moved. Xiao Su is a blogger I followed in college, I don't watch all her videos, but occasionally watching this kind of summary video makes me feel like, yes, everyone is growing, keep it up.
The meaning of words lies not in fancy rhetoric, but in the genuine expression of the feelings at this moment.
The platforms I currently post on include Xiaohongshu, seeing my content being collected and liked still makes me happy, but Xiaohongshu is more suitable for sharing more practical content, such as interview experiences, job hunting, and so on.
In addition, I hope to have a niche platform to share my daily thoughts. I have been writing intermittently before, only visible to myself, now I want to select some to share on the blog.